New Year's Resolutions - 2011

So I've decided I need to start this blog, so that I can open up more and let more people into our lives. I've been very "closed up" for many years now because of hurt and rejection, but it's time to let other people in even if that means risking my emotions. I'm one to only let a few select people really get into my heart and mind, but I've realized this entitles me to very few friends and a very pathetic social life. So here's to New Year's Resolutions of opening up more, getting out more, and living life more fully. So to really put this into aciton I got brave and signed up for a free trial of ldssingles.com. As I sat there filling out all the necessary information I couldn't believe that my life has come to the point where I need these kind of resources to date and meet LDS men. I know there are crazy men out there: liars, cheaters, porn addicts, gay men, socio-paths, but I also know there are a few good men who had lousy wives who might have been like those crazy men I just mentioned. There might also be some great men who are widowers, and want to remarry, or great men who have never been married yet. So here's to being cautious, following the Spirit, and hoping to date more in 2011. I have been pleasantly surprised to find that I am still attractive to the opposite sex, even at my age, and having 5 children. Looking forward to this New Year of endless possibilities...