Friday, September 7, 2012

Memoirs

I have always loved reading books particularly those of a non-fiction nature.
I love reading true stories because of the principles and lessons taught.
Recently I've discovered how much I LOVE reading memoirs. A memoir is "a
record of events based on the writer's personal knowledge". I have  read four
memoirs recently. I love reading how other REAL people have overcome difficulties
and tragedies in their personal lives. I love how they share what they've learned in a very
intimate way. One day I might even write a memoir of my own because my life has
been full of tragedy (not just from the divorce), and I have gained a wealth of knowledge
because of it.

Hilary Weeks wrote a song about this concept and it's called "Beautiful Heartbreak". 
Here are the words to the chorus of the song :
"Every fear, every doubt, all the pain I went through
Was the price that I paid to see this view
And now that I'm here I would never trade
The grace that I feel and the faith that I find
Through the bittersweet tears and the sleepless nights
I used to pray he'd take it all away
But instead it became
A BEAUTIFUL HEARTBREAK"

The following are the inspiring memoirs I've read:




 
If you think your life has been hard, immerse yourself in one of these
memoirs and you will be in good company!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Family, Friends, and Fun - Pictures

I just wanted to have a post this time to share pictures of family, friends, and fun.

Sundance 9/2/12

Andrew
Sundance 9/2/12

Isaac & I
Sundance 9/2/12

Sundance 9/2/12

Sundance 9/2/12
 

Beautiful scenery
A wonderful scenic walk

Stop and smell the forest...you can get high off the mountain air.

Beautiful! It proved to be a relaxing time after our Sunday dinner.

Kata

Birthday celebration at Olive Garden.
A single mom friend I met at Aspen Grove.
There were like 9 ladies there to celebrate her birthday. It was so fun.

Molly our hero from Tennessee

Josh and Andrew having fun with Clarke cousins at the "hobo" Zoo.

Mason - training to be a Marine like his dad.
 Look at what a natural he is holding the gun.

Man down...

Cub Scout Day Camp! My missionary trainer's son and my son.
"Buds"

Josh and his cute SB friend. He was so hot he decided to pour water on himself. 

Dear sweet A. and her adorable little guy

Monday, August 20, 2012

BYU Education Week Highlights

Education Week rocked! I am so glad I registered to attend. I was only able to do the morning session
hours because of Josh's medical needs, but it allowed me to attend 3 classes a day. It was enough to fill my spiritual bucket. I thirsted so much for spiritual enlightenment that I was gulping at the fountain of living waters.

 One such speaker Jennifer Brinkerhoff Platt, through the spirit, opened my eyes to many truths about Satan's lies. When we believe Satan's lies we see ourselves the way he wants us to - useless, forgotten, fearful, isolated. When we believe God's truths and follow his truths we see ourselves as we really are - wonderful, good, precious, full of faith, useful- the way he sees us.
"Satan is the spoiler, the demon, the adversary, the enemy of righteousness, and he loves to stir people up to misery". "Satan's plan of attack focuses on : 1. Our relationship with divinity.
 2. Our relationship with others. 3. Our relationship with ourselves." We can conquer this enemy by staying on the Lord's side, by obedience, and holding tight to the Word of God. We need to counteract Satan's lies with God's truths. For instance, one of Satan's lies I have been believing is that I need to isolate myself from the dating scene to protect myself from hurt. S. Platt said, "Satan hates us. He wants to isolate us." In the recent past I have received two priesthood blessings from two different brethren who both spoke God's truths to me. In these blessings they were prompted to tell me to get out and date- to stop hiding out. That the Lord does have someone in mind for me, but I have to do my part. I am finally doing something about that. It's taken me two years to shake off the lies Satan's been feeding me about isolating myself. Sure I could still get my heart broken, but the Lord wants me to have Faith in Him and faith in myself that I will be able to discern who I should be with.

 Mary Ellen Edmunds offered some comic relief as well as spiritual insights. Terry Olsen's class was marvelous- it was about being realistic about marriage and parenting without giving up our ideals.
I could write tons about what I've learned, but it might bore you because what I needed to hear isn't necessarily what you need to hear. We all have our unique challenges and the Spirit speaks to our condition.

How wonderful it is to be ever learning. Education week...experience it for yourself next year. It was cool that I got to visit with and see a few familiar faces. Gwen Dodge, Christine Packer (my beehive advisor from cali) - love her, Shauna Castagna and Pam Castagna (wonderful relatives), and a few people from my ward. I hope to see you there next year. Bye for now!



Saturday, August 4, 2012

"Being single doesn't mean you're weak;
it means you're strong enough to wait
for what you really deserve."